Midnight Musings

I'm so mixed up today. Things aren't going all that poorly but two of the three main concerns of my life are keeping me thoroughly distracted. Not only am I feeling sorry for myself but I'm also feeling guilty for feeling that way because things could truly be so much worse. There's something I want that I don't think I should have (see February 20) and something that should be going well is going anything but. The third thing is just a matter of my own lack of application, which I'm blaming on the first two. Make any sense? Of course not - I haven't said anything. I just need a good cry on a strong shoulder.

'night.